For a long time I have wondered if I should just delete these pages with their remarks. They hold a lot of memories for me, memories which until today still haunt my thoughts. Beautiful memories yet painful. I have decided to keep these pages although I have changed the remarks, turned them into memoirs..

I know that publishing them up here allows the world to view them, allows the world a peek into my soul, into memories that have been solely my possession.
These memories I cherish although they tare my heart apart. Once, only once I have really loved, loved with every pore of my soul, my being. With you I will share these memories. These and memories of the days when life was still simple. when home was home and love was love.

with love,